I propose that marriage begats a committed relationship like none other. It is the only commitment that is given to another, where everything you do from that point forward is the "business" of your partner and for the most part, the only one that really needs to be satisfied. Some may say that we are the one that needs to be satisfied, but once that commitment is given, we will never be satisfied, as we will always try to do better to please our "better half". I can think of no other relationship that requires such a commitment and am convinced that if both parties don't enter into it with the same resolve and continue in that, then it would be best to have another type of relationship where the commitment isn't a total surrender to another in every part of your life.
I want to share with you the opportunity that, at this very moment, is being presented to you. Now you can stop listening, and go back to whatever you were doing, but by doing so, you will miss out on this opportunity that can be life changing for you. I care so much about you and I want you to realize, that you have a very real chance to find true freedom from whatever has you under bondage. Think about your life and that one thing that has control over you. That thing makes you feel dirty, scared, unworthy, ashamed, angry at yourself, and you desperately want to be rid of it. Well here is your opportunity to have it cleaned out and gone. Today is that day for you to take the first step toward freedom from that thing. Or maybe better said, that thing is miraculously changed into a positive seed, that you are able to plant everywhere you go, helping others to receive that very freedom that you received. We are either in service to self or in service to others. The choice is yours.
I feel to share some things with those that are ready to receive them. Let's discuss different states of being that you, me, and others are living in. Some of the names are awake(awakening), enlightened, woke, surface level person, and survivor. Some confuse awake and woke thinking they are the same, but that couldn't be further from the truth. Awakened people grow in the spirit of love and woke people live in the spirit of fear. People that are awake come to the awareness that we are all one(duality does not exist) and woke people have an us/them mentality with fear driving all of their agendas, as they try to defeat their enemies.
Now while this is all going on, there are "surface level people" that are only aware of what they can see and touch and many are quite content to remain in that state, as long as they are considered successful in this world's work. Others around them are just trying to "hold on" until they face death and look forward to going to the "other side" where all their problems are over. Let's not discuss the other "other side" place. The state of being that each is in, determines what type of life the human being lives.
I want to share my journey beginning in 2011. I was going to a Christian Church with my family, but started to question some of my beliefs that I had been taught. One major one was the teaching of praying a prayer and you will be saved or if you don't you will live in eternal torture, but do realize that God loves you. I set out to seek truth, but not through man, a book, or figuring it out myself. Having experienced the changing power of God in 1989, a few months after laying on the ground and surrendering my life to Him, I felt that my Source was the best place to find it. I stopped going to church, although my family continued to go, and I spent that time seeking the Spirit within for truth. I dared to suspend all of my beliefs and to ask the Holy Spirit to "lead me into all truth". This has continued on to this day and I surely don't live in a state of mind today as I did back then. My awareness has been growing to an extent that is almost unimaginable. There is a worldwide movement that is happening, with love at the center, but it seems that well over half of the people in the world are unaware of it. Those people are called "asleep"(you are not one of them are you?}, and trying to wake them up is quite discouraging much of the time, but as long as we only share love in everything we say and do, we stay on the mark. Without a doubt there is a great change taking place in the community of those becoming awake, and that is in the hearts, minds, and lives of those that are receiving it. Only through total surrender is it possible to live in this state of being.
So my question to you is, what state of being do you live in? I profess to be becoming awakened, while growing in awareness of truth within and defeating my only enemy(fear) with unconditional love. Please share yourself with me and others, so we can all learn together.
Once the decision has been made to do something that is perceived to be important, how do you decide in which way to accomplish that endeavor? Since there are many different ways to choose from, how do you decide which way is best? Of course, that is assuming that you know of more than one way.
Sometimes I find myself deciding to take one course of action, then before I make my move, I feel there is another way to go. This can only happen if I have an open mind. It is very important that we know why we do things the way that we do them, because if not, we may be doing them wrong. Saying "that is the way I always do it" might be one of your problems. An open mind is a beautiful thing.
Some people still believe that our government cares about them and wants to keep them safe.
From the Business Insider Alex Lockie Jul 31, 2019, 2:42 PM
Top Nixon adviser reveals the racist reason he started the 'war on drugs' decades ago
Dan Baum, the author of 1996's "Smoke and Mirrors: The War on Drugs and the Politics of Failure," wrote in Harper's Magazine in 2016 that while researching his book, Ehrlichman gave a reason for the war of drugs that had little to do with protecting Americans from reefer madness. "You want to know what this was really all about?" Ehrlichman asked, referring to the war on drugs.
"The Nixon campaign in 1968, and the Nixon White House after that, had two enemies: the antiwar left and black people. You understand what I'm saying? We knew we couldn't make it illegal to be either against the war or black, but by getting the public to associate the hippies with marijuana and blacks with heroin, and then criminalizing both heavily, we could disrupt those communities. We could arrest their leaders, raid their homes, break up their meetings, and vilify them night after night on the evening news."
"Did we know we were lying about the drugs? Of course we did," he concluded, according to Baum.
* SB 871 adds COVID-19 injection to list of vaccines for public/private school, regardless of FDA approval, with no personal belief exemptions, very rare medical exemptions;
* SB 866 lowers the age of vax consent to 12 without parental consent or knowledge;
* SB 920 authorizes the medical board to inspect a doctor's office and medical records without a patient's consent
* SB 1018 would require online platforms to be more transparent about how information is pushed out to consumers;
* SB 1390 prohibits any person/entity from making statements the government deems untrue or misleading by any means including on the internet/ads;
* SB 1464 would force law enforcement officials to enforce public health orders or lose their funding;
* SB 1479 requires schools to create long term testing plans an report test results to CA Department of Public Health
* AB 1993 would require all employees, including independent contractors, to show proof of COVID-19 vaccine to work in California;
* AB 1797 creates an immunization tracking system giving all government agencies vax records of all persons;
* AB 2098 would reclassify the sharing of COVID-19 “misinformation” by doctors and surgeons as unprofessional conduct that would result in disciplinary action.
While I spend the precious little time that I have left being love to my brothers and sisters, it has me asking this question. Who is my brother and sister? Watching recent events in Ukraine and how many people in this country have become quite emotional about the plight of their citizens, it brought that question home to me in a new way that I hadn't really dealt with. Should I truly love the citizens of one country over another, and if so, why?
How is a brother or sister determined: If I like them? If I like the leader of their country? If they believe as I do? If I am told they are the good guys or not? If their country is friends with my country? As long as we or a friendly country aren't at war against them?
Help me out here. Who do you say is a brother or sister and how do you determine?
As we go through this life, starting at a very young age, we ask a lot of questions. Children are known to ask many questions, but somehow as we get older, we seem to begin to question less and accept more as a fact, or "that's just the way it is" mentality. It is very important to understand that our subconscious mind questions nothing. It must accept what is fed into it, by us or others. Since the subconscious mind controls the body day and night with no naps, it obviously is very important what is fed into it. To know what has been fed into someone else's subconscious mind, we only need to observe them in various situations over a period of time. The same thing is true with us. "As a man thinketh in his heart(subconscious mind), so is he." How do we act and react in various situations? That is the test for us. If we don't like the way are, we must allow the beautiful light of liberty to go "under the hood" and make the changes. It doesn't happen just by saying that we want to change, we must be willing to pay the price. Oh by the way, all seeds of addiction are "under that hood".
What a great tool that fear is, for anyone that wants to control another one's mind. I see it all around me. People are so afraid. World War 111 is upon us. Inflation is out of control. How high will gas, food, and every other thing's price go up and what if there is a shortage? How will I pay my bills? This is the end of time. Oh, and that virus thing. And so on, and so on, and so on. It never ends, that is unless we decide that it must end. How is that done? Some use all kinds of drugs to treat the symptoms. Others do whatever they are told to do, by those they trust will protect them or at least know what they should do. Many bring illness, disease, and even death to their body, because they live in this constant fear and accept it as fact. It is created in the mind, by entertaining thoughts of bad things happening to us in the future, even unto death(hell for some), and being in despair in the present moment. That moment is when the work must begin to overcome that fear.
Okay, let's discuss the "elephant in the room." You know, hell. Like hell fire for eternity. Like some of the people you love are going there. Maybe you're afraid you might go. I don't hear this discussed much, but it seems like it should be talked about constantly, if in fact this is a real place and our final destination, based on what we decide before we die. Many say if one goes to hell, they chose to go. Somehow that really doesn't make a lot of sense to me, because why would someone chose to be in suffering for eternity, when they could chose no pain or suffering ever again? Why would there be such a place? How would it have come about? Why would some people that I love unconditionally end up there, without me being able to stop it? What if I end up there and what do I have to do, to make sure that I don't? How can I work with and around people on a daily basis, knowing they are probably going to hell, without shaking them to try to wake them up so they don't go? If I believe within my whole being, that hell is real and many around me will end up there if they don't believe and accept the "free" gift of salvation in Jesus Christ, and I never or almost never try to wake them up by whatever means necessary, then I do not love my brother as myself and according to that Book, I will go to hell too, or so it seems to me.
I have become more and more aware, that I spend precious little time present in the moment. It seems that I live in auto pilot most of the time, while I take a trip within my mind. Thoughts seem to continuously flood in, giving me the responsibility of sorting them out, by sending them out, filing them for future reference, or entertaining them for a short period of time. While all this is happening, the body is going about it's business the way that it has been programmed within the subconscious mind. What if I am able to spend a lot more time present in each moment, without taking any trips. Surely if I were able to do it, and I know it will take some time, but at least while I am working on it, I will be spending a whole lot more time present in the body.
At the same time, when I am around my usual coherts, I find myself speaking a lot. These words just flow out of me and I chalk it up to a higher power speaking through me, but I think that the time has come for me to become slow to speak and allow others to have much of the time that I have been speaking. I will make a conscious effort to put that into effect right away.
I believe, without a shadow of doubt. that this whole thing has been planned (just like 911), and that we are being lied to by the powers that be. If you happen to read the Bible, you can read who their leader is. We are in a spiritual war, and I fear not! My whole life is surrendered to the great I AM, and I am being led by the Holy Spirit. One of the big clues was the separation part. Really? Have you ever known God to separate people. The mask thing is pretty easy to figure out. Then I started to do a little background check on the man running the show, and his connections and his spoken word. Then I started listening to other "experts" and reading what they have said and their backgrounds and the whole thing started to become very clear to me. Call me a conspiracy theorist, I call it a conspiracy.
The 5 second rule 😊
Okay, I have gotten much good out of Mel Robbins’ 5 second rule, where you count from 5 down to 1 and begin whatever you need to do before you get to 1 or it’s not getting done. It came to me, that my biggest problem is doing, then doing, then doing, but leaving each task undone. I guess this is called ADHD in many circles. Therefore, I will start counting from 1 up to 5 before I go on to the next task. That will give me time to think for 5 seconds if what I am about to do is more important than what I am doing in the moment. Mel Robbins’ 5 second rule helps me to get off the couch, which is a good thing, but my ascending 5 second rule will help me to stay on task. At least I am going to implement it in my daily life this day and report back my findings. I'm sure that it will take some time to remember to do this, but once it becomes "what I do", my whole life should change in a positive way.
I guess that I have really been busy. I just noticed that I haven't written a blog here, since March of 2017. My awareness has grown immensely during this time and I think that it is time to start sharing more openly in a public forum. I am not sure whether it will be here or on my problem solver site. One thing that has become abundantly clear to me, is that I have an obligation to share things that I have seen, become aware of, thoughts, ideas, and fears. This is something that I commit to on this Christmas Day.
Merry Christmas Everyone!!
Just in the last week. my whole life has changed beyond belief. Last week I made a conscious decision to stop all input of the news from entering into my mind. Today as I am writing this, I have no idea what has happened this week, who is fighting, who likes what or who, and I should too. I don't care. As it has been said, whatever will be will be, the future's not ours to see. It is time for us to understand who our enemies are and not let them feed us. I found that one of mine, was my emotional attachment to the world and in particular how things should and should not be done. As I was being fed information of all the horrible things that were occurring world wide and warned of great peril for this country, I began to see and actually feel a divide around me, to the extent that I have never seen. I suspect this is all part of the master plan to control the world and everyone in it.
So, I have shut that noise out and what a difference each day has been. The ideas have been flowing in a remarkable way and I am accomplishing things at a rate that I never have, as I stay on task and the big time waster has been silenced. I am excited about tomorrow morning and another week.
Think about that moment when you first became aware that you actually ARE, and began looking around, listening to voices, and basically trying to figure out where you were and who you were with. It probably seemed like a fog was lifting, as things started to come more into focus and your awareness grew, to the very point that you are right now, in this moment of time. Since that first moment, you have heard many voices and followed and embraced some, while rejecting those that don't adhere to those that you continue to follow.
So, this begs these questions. What if those voices that you follow are wrong? What if they keep you enslaved within your own mind? What if those that you reject will bring you freedom? Is there anything that you have become aware of, that wasn't told to you by another, who also began in that fog? Think about it. Is there anything that you believe to be a fact, that you have never heard anyone say? If that isn't so, I suggest that you take another look at how your facts are determined. "As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he"...Proverbs 23:7 What do you believe in your heart? Whatever that is, it is being played out in your life. Maybe it is time to find out what voice that you are listening to.
SUNDAY MARCH 17, 2019
MY REAL ESTATE WORLD TODAY
Just for full disclosure, this is being written on March 17,2016, but I do have the understanding that I have the power to determine what my future will be, by deciding
to do it, in the present.(NOW) I also understand, that I am not in control of the time left to do my work, but I need to be in control of my time spent, getting rid of “time wasters” and focusing on those things that matter most, to help manifest whatever has been decided in the spirit world. Those things that are decided in spirit must be shown in the physical world. That is true in things that help me along the way and those that drag me down. I must make certain that I remain open and flexible, while seeking guidance from my Source. If that is the case, then I must step out in faith, in each choice made, and proceed without doubt and fear, knowing it is done. I realize that I will find myself doing certain things that aren’t real comfortable for me, at least at the beginning, but I will continue on, as long as I know that I am connected with my Source.
I will now begin to write out what my real estate world looks like today, March 17, 2019. For the most part, this is my 3 year real estate business goal, but it is much greater than that. This will be the first time that I have truly consciously chosen what my day looked like this far into the future, with my step by step plan of action to get there.(here) After I have dared to write down some pretty incredible stuff for me to be enjoying today, I will write what I am willing to pay for it. There is a price for everything, lest I ever forget that. Then I will write what I plan to do, starting tomorrow morning, for the next year of my life in the pursuit of those accomplishments 3 years hence. Once I know what must be accomplished the first year, I will determine what must be done in the first month, starting tomorrow morning. When the first month is determined, I will plan out my weekly schedule, then daily off that. This will be accomplished today, in the NOW, and realized today, March 17, 2019.
My notes while watching this video:
Trust in my nature
Become curious about what I am afraid of.
I don't have to be in control. Shift from control to trust. Let go and let God.
Shift from my sense of entitlement, such as: (nobody can treat me that way.), to radical humility.
80%-20% rule. We only use 20% of what we have. Give away 80%. Then take something that I really like and give that away.
When my cup is full, stop pouring.
Move from thinking in a rigid way, to thinking and being flexible, soft, and allow it. From rigidity to softness.
Think small, not big, and do big things. One day at a time
Change from seeing myself separate, to seeing myself connected with everybody and everything in the universe.
Several years ago, I had the enjoyment of spending quite a lot of time interacting with people, that had for the most part, reached the end of the road. These precious souls were finishing out their days in a skilled nursing facility. My job was to maintain the floors, so they were clean, waxed, and shiny. As I got to know many of these residents, I asked them the question that I cared most about being answered, by these particular people. The question was, "if you had it to do all over again, what would you do differently?" The answer almost every time was the same.
As I was reading this article, I was reminded of what answer I received. This is what they told me. "If I had it to do all over again, I wouldn't worry about anything. If I wanted to do it, I would do it. I would take more vacations. I would just do it." This made a very big impact on my life and have lived it doing just that, many times and in many areas of my life.
Ironically, these folks were not focused on what could have been, they were thinking about what had been and mostly reliving their childhood. I am very thankful that I was able to learn a very big lesson, shared by people that had gone on the path before me.
May anyone that reads this, feel the love
Unless or until, you come to the realization that you are an eternal soul, living within a temporal body, the things that I am about to speak about will be foreign to you. Who am I? Remember the age old question? Most people have some sort of answer to that question, but many are not willing to pay the price to find out who they really are. Who are you? Have you allowed the Light of liberty to search deep within you and disclose to you, who you really are? It doesn't matter one iota who someone else says that you are. Their words or beliefs don't change who you are, although if you allow these things to enter your subconscious mind, you may believe what they say is so.
I continue to search for my spiritual DNA, to find my Greatness and who I am. It's not in the gut. It's not really in the mind. It's in the spiritual DNA. The reason it is not realized by people is because it's blocked. We can easily see and feel the spiritual DNA with a newborn baby. The child just IS. As the baby grows into adulthood, this DNA is not as evident many times. Things, people, circumstances, beliefs, habits, and many other things corrode the connection and we don't see it, feel it, or even know what our spiritual DNA is. Therefore, we must become "born again" and become as a child again to realize our spiritual DNA. Our mind is renewed and we are a new creation. This is only done when we surrender to the Universe, to be whatever we were created to be. Then our Greatness will be realized, because we just ARE.
I was sitting at my desk, enjoying my morning coffee, looking out the window and in thought. I thought, with feelings of love, how each of us is at a different place on the path, called human life. We really don't know how the other person feels, until we connect with them, while sharing good feelings. They are at a place of their choice and we have no right to try to choose for them. If we truly love each other, we share good feelings, with love at the center, and then guess what? We all end up at the same place anyway.
May all that read this, feel the love.
Where do I begin? Well, at the beginning, of course. Ahh, but what or where is that? How can I know? Who might be able to tell me?
The above questions never need to be answered for many, because quite frankly, they never ask. They just suddenly become aware that they are on planet earth and spend a great amount of time learning at the feet of others. Understand, what they learn(believe in their heart), is the sum of all things heard and experienced, filtered with their free will, if in fact any is left. As they wander through life, they are living what is in their heart-"as a man thinketh in his heart, so is he"- even sometimes just wanting to get to the other side. So why were they here in the first place? For any number of reasons, although for exactly the reason that they have embraced in their heart, they believe. Why do so many of these people feel so unappreciated and unfulfilled? Probably because they aren't doing what they really want to do. They have no passion or excitement for their life's work. They don't even realize that they have a birthright of choice. It was given to them by the Creator and taken away through words, actions, and experiences.
I have good news. There is hope for all, with no regard for anything that has happened in the past. You must be born again, with the renewing of your mind. All things are past and you're a new creation. Then you will be as a small child, ready for your heart to be filled with love, peace, joy, and all positive things, and to become prepared for your true life's work, while you realize your birthright. Then you begin to ask the above questions.
I hope all who read this feel the love
I have become aware that I have known my 'what' and 'why', but have neglected to dig deeply enough to establish my how. Therefore, as the days of my first month have ticked off, I am still many times confused as to what I am doing, and really, what I am trying to do. Now I understand why. I haven't known 'how' I planned to do it. I am working on that now, with much excitement, as I dare to dream big.
Why does it really matter if we waste a day of our life and do nothing productive? Or a week, a month, a year? We do have a lot of time to get it together, don't we? Well, not necessarily. We do know that our breaths are limited, Isn't it strange? The only thing that is limited, we seem to waste the most. We are given the power to take control of our own minds and direct our bodies to whatever path that we desire. Abundance is our birthright, although many are unaware of this. Why is it difficult for so many people to come to the realization that whatever they choose is theirs? Everything begins in the mind. Our mind in turn directs the body. We never see the original, unless it was birthed within our own mind. No one is able to see the 'original' Mona Lisa. That was in the mind of Leonardo da Vinci. Look around and see all the things that were first created in someone's mind.
I am going to be sharing things that I have learned in the last 2 1/2 years of my life, as my awareness has increased to a level that excites me beyond measure. Finally I am learning to value every second of the time that I have left and feeling the blessing of each day. I am now prepared for the work before me over the next 3 years of my life and I want to be a blessing to all that are ready to receive. I will strive to write a blog each week and your input is very much welcomed.
I hope all feel the love today,
I was interviewed by Faye Wilson on blog talk radio and wanted to share it with the hope that it helps some that are frustrated in the pursuit of their dreams. I hope that you enjoy and may all that hear it feel the love.