It is time for me to live in the awareness of the present moment, without regard to the past or the future. All creation is done in the NOW and realized in the NOW. Therefore, I will fill out the "what my life looks like now", and be very truthful with myself, to take stock of exactly what my overall life being experienced is NOW.(this is not yet shared, but you might decide to do the same for you)


What my life looks like now -  
 
What I want my life to look like -
 
What do I want? -
 
What am I trying* to do? –
 
What am I doing? –
 
Results -
 
 
 *”The literal definition of “Trying” to Do” something implies that you are thinking about doing it, you are acting like you are going to do it, you may say out loud that you will do it or want to do it, you may be exerting a lot of energy in unsuccessful efforts to do it — but you are not yet actually doing it. What is the difference between trying and doing? The difference between “trying” and “doing” is that “trying” gives us a cop-out option if we fail. We aren't committed to going all in, and while “doing” means we are fully committed to making a change.”
 

   Okay folks, let me help you out. You have probably wondered many times, exactly where you are and what you are doing here. Let me be the one to enlighten you. You are in the play area. Now when you look around, you see many different kinds of playmates. Not only are some speaking a different language, many are telling you that they know the truth, and you really need to believe them or else. Oh no, here is another playmate that tells you something totally different that is the truth, but who are you to believe? Some are telling you that it's all in a Book, while others are telling you that it is all within. Some are telling you that one color playmate is better, smarter, or best to play with, than the others. I understand that this could be and is confusing to many, but maybe you are one of the fortunate ones, that knows truth from fiction somehow, and happy that you do. Now while all this is going on, you are becoming aware of some things that you didn't know. You notice that some of your playmates are leaving, never to return, and the longer you play you know that you will be like them at some point. Now it is time to get serious. Some live in fear of it, while others have found resolve. You are one of those people. What should you do?
     I say, "eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow you may die".