I have become aware that I have known my 'what' and 'why', but have neglected to dig deeply enough to establish my how. Therefore, as the days of my first month have ticked off, I am still many times confused as to what I am doing, and really, what I am trying to do. Now I understand why. I haven't known 'how' I planned to do it. I am working on that now, with much excitement, as I dare to dream big.