No holds barred for me in '19. I will act crazy at times and surely do things that many don't understand. This could be my last year on this planet and I am going to go for IT this year, whatever IT is that particular day or season. I have been prepared for this very time. I will listen to that"small still voice" within like never before and surrender to the Universe, to be exactly what I have been created to be. I AM strong.
If so, that would answer a lot of questions.
I don't have a life that I can lose, I have a body that I will shed. I AM life!
2 Timothy 3:1-7 King James Version (KJV)
3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts,
7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
1. use or expend carelessly, extravagantly, or to no purpose.
Hmmm...Is this really possible?
Is it really important that I do love my neighbor as myself? Who is my neighbor? Surely it is not expected of me to love someone that has hurt me beyond measure or even worse than that, abused or killed my child or someone close to me, is it?
At the end of this human life's journey, if you were to write an autobiography(100% accurate), and it was not placed in the fiction section, then you never really lived. Just a thought.
If the past comes before our present existence and helps to make us who we are, then what does our present(NOW) help to create, our past? Our present does become our past, doesn't it?
It seems that most believe there are many different types and degrees of love. I'm not sure that is so. Maybe love is just mixed with other emotions and the degree that we feel is determined by our awareness level.
Now, I had an interesting thought. What if I am actually a person-ality of God and I choose surrender or death. Hmmm...