I Was In A Bad Place

I want to put some thoughts down on paper, lest I forget them, per usual. At the same time, I decided to use this forum, with the hope that it will be a blessing to all who read and the desire that it will be life changing for someone, because they receive the understanding.

   Yesterday was a hard day. At the end of the day and into this day, I have really considered packing it all in, taking my family to another area, and starting over. My wife is very unhappy with her life. It is very difficult to stay in a positive vibration, when my soulmate is hurting so, although I know that I need to, for our survival, maybe literally. I don't feel it is necessary to tell the particulars, although if I did, I'm sure most could relate and many dealing with these things themselves.
   So, what did I do to change my situation? First it needed to be done in my mind, then my feelings would change. Feelings are no more than a description of what vibration we are in, positive or negative. I was consciously aware that I was in a negative vibration. It was time to change that and I knew how to do it, no matter how negative I felt. I began to count my blessings, naming them one by one. I didn't get very far, until tears of joy welled within my eyes. Nothing has yet changed in the physical realm, but I am in an awesome vibration!